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The Weight of Doors

Book II

Every door I have ever closed

still presses against my palms at night.


The bedroom door. Age seven.

The front door. Age nineteen.

The door to the room where you stopped breathing.


I carry them all—oak, iron, glass—

stacked inside my chest like chapters

in a book no one asked me to write

but I could not stop.


I could not stop.